If this email is another no, I will tell myself where my to go. And if you tell me you don’t have the time, well that’s just fine.
If I can see it, it will come easier. If I can believe it, it will come easier.
I don’t know how much more I can take, holding on for one small break. And you know if it never comes, can I be proud of what I’ve done.
What brutal truths would you have me face? And can I meet them with grace? How can I learn to make peace with my own mediocrity?